It's My Birthday tomorrow....

i am going to be 22 tomorrow...funny how when i was young, i always wish i was 18 bcz there were many things that i could do at 18...then when i was 18, i wish i was 21 cz 21 means freedom...but being 18 or 21 doesnt make a difference now cz  i wish i was 18 again...less stress, less things to worry about and less responsibilities.....

Enjoy the days of your youth~!!

p/s: its going to snow on my birthday...1st time ever!!

My Wonderland

I always wanted to go visit Hong Kong onces more...dont know why that place makes me feel so at home~!!

An April Snow....

I woke up this morning to find that it was all white outside...it snowed again and it was a storm this time...u would find it rare that it is still snowing right in the middle of April right??....well, me too!!...it snowed the whole day today but it was all good cz it wasn't really that cold...the dull and gloomy weather with slow snow fall gave a very romantic feeling today....

i was thinking of someone, missing someone...

A Post for My Dear Friend...

I know a friend that is very stress up with her studies now....so i am writing this for her cz i havent been talking to her for quite sometime already....miss her so much....miss those times that we can talk so crazily, share secrets and me telling her my problems....too bad i am not in malaysia right now so cannot share ur stress with u...but neway, i hope that u will not give up so easily and i will continue to pray for u~!!...Gambate!!

Internship in Summer

At lasttt....i manage to get an internship this summer after much trying...applied to dozens and dozens of company but did not get any reply...almost gave up hope but thank God i got to know this professor that has a lab in my department and he was willing to accept me for internship...

So for this summer, i will be working to express, isolate, purify and characterizing proteins from Staphylococcus aureus...really cant wait to work on it...my 1st ever real life laboratory work...the only thing about this is that i have to work 8-5 everyday....@@ but it is all worth it.....

Really Thank God for this chance.....

Ever Wonder

Ever wonder what you treasure the most??...sometimes we are so busy with our lifes that we often do not stop and think what are the most important thing in life...i was watching this show called Marley & Me the other day and it turn out to be a really really touching show...i like it alot because i have a dog as well...Marley was a dog which was adopted by this newly wed couple because they didn't wanna have kids...the problem with this dog was it was basically untrainable and this couple could not manage him...soon after, they had 3 kids and because they could not cope with the dog wreaking the house, they almost wanted to give him away...they didnt had the heart to send him away because they treat him as part of the family...

Its magical how dogs are attached to people that they treat them as part of the family too...and its magical too how we can get attached to something so deeply even though it doesn't talk nor understand us...

Funny how we can love this "man's best friend" so much that at times we cant even love those we can talk and share our feelings with...is it because we prefer people to listen to what we have to say while we ourselves do not want to listen to others??...is this the cause of so many quarrels and hatred among people...including the people we love??...

Why cant we be just like dogs, to love someone not considering who he/she is, how rich or poor or what he/she does...sounds simple but its really hard to do especially for us...

So, what does a dog has that we dont??...nothing......what does a dog wants that we have??...A Heart~!!

Give a dog your heart and he will give you his.......give your heart to the people you love and they will give you theirs...for love is an action, not a word...so show and not tell the people you care for how much you love them....

Love is what i treasure most...we must love because God first loved us.....

All In A Beef Talk

well, i had my other round of comedy again today working at the dining hall...hahaaaa...this was what happened....Server, Diner

Do u want some roast BEEF today??
Is that BEEF??

How I Wish "Little boy & little girl©" Would Be

"Good night Little Boy" was the last message he ever got from Little Girl. It was as if he has lost her forever. As he sat there right in front of his MSN, memories of the time they shared came back to him, but memories were all he has now.

He knew he still love her a lot but there was nothing he could do to bring back that "feeling" that they used to share. He only could smile as sweet thoughts of her appear on his mind.


"Little Boy! If one day we aren't together anymore, will you look for another girl that is exactly like me?" she once asked.

"You are so silly~ Of cause i will cause you are the kind of girl i have been looking for all my life. Don't worry my dear, I will not let you go cause you're irreplaceable and I can't stop loving you. There is only been one love for me, that one love is you."

Tears flow from her eyes as she gave him a hug. "I love you my Little Boy, i will always do. 愛你我認識了快樂. Please don't ever ever let me go."


But Little Boy knew it was all different now. He had to let her go because she no longer loves him like she used to. He just could not get her out of his mind because he loves her way too much.

"Don't worry. I will get over it soon." he said to himself as he shuts down his computer.

As days gone by, little boy was too busy with his work again that he did not think about her much. He thought by now, he will be able to forget her and move on with life.

Little boy got to know a lot more people ever since that last date with little girl and he got rather close with 2 girls. But he just can't have feelings for them because everything about them reminded him of little girl.

At that point, he knew that she was in his heart all along. He could not forget or stop missing her. All he did was just lie to himself that he was able to stop loving her.

"She was the one for me. She was actually the one i want. No one can replace her! No one." he told himself in great disappointment. "I shouldn't have let her go."

But it was too late for little boy to do anything now. It has been 2 months since he talked to her and they would have grown even further apart. What more can he do since she doesn't love him anymore.

He lied on his bed one night and as he was hugging a soft toy that little girl gave him, he could not fall asleep. He was thinking of her, of all the things she did and said. He wished she could be beside him now so that he can have that moment of peace where he could let his mind off work again.

Little boy knew she was the only one that can give him that feeling. Only her~

He took his cell phone, selected create message, entered Little Girl as the recipient and wrote,

"Little Girl, 我很想你. I have not forgetten you even till today. Sorry that i once let you go because i thought i could still be happy even without you in my life. But i was wrong. Life just wasn't the same without you, Little Girl. I can't pretend any longer. You lied when you asked me once if i would find another girl that is exactly like you because i just can't. There can only be just one Little Girl and that is you. I knew there can only been one love for me, that one love is you."

As he presses the send button, he felt happy in his heart. He put his cell phone away and went to sleep because he wasn't expecting a reply. All he wanted to do was to let Little Girl know what he feels.

"Good night wherever you are, Little Girl."

Hahahaaa.....there were pretty much complains that i post alot of emo post these days....so now i am gonna post a happy post le....well, this week has been kinda crazy actually...come to think of it, i had 2 exams and had to see dead body twice!!....isn't this a horrible week??...

But anyway, a week would be meaningful again where there is a friend that cares about u gave u their support...she really makes my day with her morning messages cz it puts a smile on my face....her messages come without fail every morning...a simple Good Morning....it matters alot to me cz it came from someone that cared alot for me and wish me to be always happy...i just wanna say thank u so much!!

you will understand when the time comes......i do not wanna say much now.....