"Good night Little Boy" was the last message he ever got from Little Girl. It was as if he has lost her forever. As he sat there right in front of his MSN, memories of the time they shared came back to him, but memories were all he has now.
He knew he still love her a lot but there was nothing he could do to bring back that "feeling" that they used to share. He only could smile as sweet thoughts of her appear on his mind.
"Little Boy! If one day we aren't together anymore, will you look for another girl that is exactly like me?" she once asked.
"You are so silly~ Of cause i will cause you are the kind of girl i have been looking for all my life. Don't worry my dear, I will not let you go cause you're irreplaceable and I can't stop loving you. There is only been one love for me, that one love is you."
Tears flow from her eyes as she gave him a hug. "I love you my Little Boy, i will always do. 愛你我認識了快樂. Please don't ever ever let me go."
But Little Boy knew it was all different now. He had to let her go because she no longer loves him like she used to. He just could not get her out of his mind because he loves her way too much.
"Don't worry. I will get over it soon." he said to himself as he shuts down his computer.
As days gone by, little boy was too busy with his work again that he did not think about her much. He thought by now, he will be able to forget her and move on with life.
Little boy got to know a lot more people ever since that last date with little girl and he got rather close with 2 girls. But he just can't have feelings for them because everything about them reminded him of little girl.
At that point, he knew that she was in his heart all along. He could not forget or stop missing her. All he did was just lie to himself that he was able to stop loving her.
"She was the one for me. She was actually the one i want. No one can replace her! No one." he told himself in great disappointment. "I shouldn't have let her go."
But it was too late for little boy to do anything now. It has been 2 months since he talked to her and they would have grown even further apart. What more can he do since she doesn't love him anymore.
He lied on his bed one night and as he was hugging a soft toy that little girl gave him, he could not fall asleep. He was thinking of her, of all the things she did and said. He wished she could be beside him now so that he can have that moment of peace where he could let his mind off work again.
Little boy knew she was the only one that can give him that feeling. Only her~
He took his cell phone, selected create message, entered Little Girl as the recipient and wrote,
"Little Girl, 我很想你. I have not forgetten you even till today. Sorry that i once let you go because i thought i could still be happy even without you in my life. But i was wrong. Life just wasn't the same without you, Little Girl. I can't pretend any longer. You lied when you asked me once if i would find another girl that is exactly like you because i just can't. There can only be just one Little Girl and that is you. I knew there can only been one love for me, that one love is you."
As he presses the send button, he felt happy in his heart. He put his cell phone away and went to sleep because he wasn't expecting a reply. All he wanted to do was to let Little Girl know what he feels.
"Good night wherever you are, Little Girl."
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ReplyDeletejust when i thought you're gonna post more "normal" posts from now on
you do this
haha..
how come only got title de~~~~
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lols...
ReplyDeletekylie,
ReplyDeletewait le gma...dont so gan jiong 1st...i also havent started writing it yet...
haha.. i'll read it later.
ReplyDeletenow gotta go class liao~~
finally got the time to read everything..
ReplyDeletehow come you also start writing stories dy??